اعفاء

الحمد لله استلمت شهادة الاعفاء النهائي من الجيش النهاردة ودى الاوراق المطلوبة فى الحالة التالية فقط: وحيد والديه والاب متجاوز ال60

ستحتاج الى

1. صورتين من البطاقة
2. صورتين من بطاقة الوالد
3. قيد عائلي مميكن (كمبيوتر) وده بيطلع من القسم اللى انت تابع ليه وميعديش على تاريخ صدوره 3 شهور
4. بطاقة ال6 جند او لو ضاعت ال7 جند اللى هى البدل فاقد
5. شهادة زواج والديك كمبيوتر – ساعات بيبصوا عليها فخدها معاك احتياطى

تحط الكلام ده فى فايل او دوسيه زى ده

وتاخد معاك قلم جاف ازرق وتروح بدري .. النظام فى الرماية كالتالي
1. الباب بيفتح سابعة صباحا فالاحسن تروح من 6 او 6.30 عشان الطابور بيبقى زحمة عالباب
2. اول مالباب يفتح تدخل على المجمع على طول (اول شمال زي مالعسكرى هيقول) تاخد رقم وده اهم حاجة
3. تروح على النماذج (قدام المجمع الناحية التانية) تجيب كشف عيلة
4. ترجع المجمع تانى  وتملى الورقة الصفراء من القيد العائلي .. كشف العيلة بحوالى 20 جنيه
5. لما الشباك يفتح هتلاقيهم بياخدوا مجموعة دوسيهات مع بعض يخلصوهم .. مثلا ياخدوا 10 دوسيهات يخلصوهم ياخدوا ال10 اللى بعدهم وهكذا عشان كده ضروري تروح تاخد رقم بدرى

استلام الاعفاء خلال 3 ايام عمل عادة بس ساعات بتطلع اسرع من كده والاحسن انك تروح بعد ميعادك بيوم عشان تستلم اول متروح ومتقعدش ملطوع ساعة

The big escape

So I’ve been depressed since last May – Not “literally” depressed (with suicide and all), but never been that sad in my life. Anyway, one of the main properties/features in my personality is that, I relate. I relate everything to everything. Let’s say If I went to a place and bought something that turned out to NOT be as expected, that item is related to the place – both marked as not good enough.

Nowadays, the reason for my sadness is kind of related to the last 3 years. Every single place I’ve been to, friends I met, and even my one time abroad trip – I can relate everything. That lead to, what I call, the big escape. I am avoiding all places that I used to hangout at, got involved in a couple of new activities (I go to the gym now – not regularly but I started), got a job after graduation, planning to not going to my graduation ceremony, thinking about leaving the country and having my masters degree abroad for a couple of years, and others.

Although that is not a solution and is not what a strong person would do, but that turned out to be a very good solution – yet, it takes a lot of time and a lot of, how to say it in a non-ceec way, pain(?). My main problem now is that, people got involved. I am not only avoiding places, I started to avoid people. Just because some of them may (and may not) remind me – just by looking in their face – with some moments. I am avoiding gatherings and a lot of  group hangouts just because they’re at places that I won’t go to, for now. That, unfortunately, led to disappointments and ignorance from my friends and colleagues side. That is exactly what used to happen about 8 years ago – but harder.

The good part is that – I will turn out a better person out of all this isA. Never been that close to Allah as I am now, and I won’t go back to any previous state isA. Ya Rab.